age: 19
height: 5'4"
highest weight: 150ish
current weight: 133 (8/14/10)
lowest weight: 115ish
goal weight: when i'm satisfied.

anorexic and bulimic tendencies. indecisive. shy at times. awkward. bisexual. curly hair. hazel/green eyes. love scary films. hate chick flicks. weird obsession with pickles. unsure about ALMOST everything in my life. ask me anything and i'll try to give you a good answer.

 

25 reasons I will not binge.

fadingforfreedom:

bodyrevolution:

wanttobeneedtobethin:

  1. to be strong.
  2. to wear whatever i want and look stylish, not stupid.
  3. to never have to worry about my tight jeans causing a muffintop
  4. to not be afraid to wear tight shirts
  5. to never have folds of fat when i bend over
  6. to have perfect arms
  7. to have more piggybacks
  8. to have him touch my bones more, and say how nice i look
  9. to make his friends jealous
  10. to look like a model
  11. to have my friends look up to me
  12. to look good in a bikini
  13. to never worry about looking fat
  14. to get over myself
  15. to look as fragile as i really am
  16. to prove them wrong
  17. to look miles better than the people who used to bully me
  18. to look lovely at a surreal level
  19. to run with no jiggle
  20. to not seem like a slob
  21. to not be afraid of the mirror
  22. to finally feel proud of myself
  23. to look thin even in huge sweaters, with little fawn-like legs sticking out
  24. to finally feel pretty
  25. to be happy