age: 19
height: 5'4"
highest weight: 150ish
current weight: 133 (8/14/10)
lowest weight: 115ish
goal weight: when i'm satisfied.
anorexic and bulimic tendencies. indecisive. shy at times. awkward. bisexual. curly hair. hazel/green eyes. love scary films. hate chick flicks. weird obsession with pickles. unsure about ALMOST everything in my life. ask me anything and i'll try to give you a good answer.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
- to be strong.
- to wear whatever i want and look stylish, not stupid.
- to never have to worry about my tight jeans causing a muffintop
- to not be afraid to wear tight shirts
- to never have folds of fat when i bend over
- to have perfect arms
- to have more piggybacks
- to have him touch my bones more, and say how nice i look
- to make his friends jealous
- to look like a model
- to have my friends look up to me
- to look good in a bikini
- to never worry about looking fat
- to get over myself
- to look as fragile as i really am
- to prove them wrong
- to look miles better than the people who used to bully me
- to look lovely at a surreal level
- to run with no jiggle
- to not seem like a slob
- to not be afraid of the mirror
- to finally feel proud of myself
- to look thin even in huge sweaters, with little fawn-like legs sticking out
- to finally feel pretty
- to be happy